Day Forty-Four

It honestly was not hard at all to resist having some of my son's birthday cake.  I guess I am used to this?  Or, knowing that I can make the same cake sugar-free helps?  At any rate, I just didn't have any.  He also chose an ice cream that wasn't sugar-free, so, while I would like it, I just didn't go there.  I told my kids about having to write an essay to keep myself out of the cookies, though, and they thought that was one of the saddest things they'd ever heard.

 I had one piece of pizza and some of the big salad I'd made to go with it.  Really, that was all I needed.  I decided to start leaving the dollop of cream out of my hot chocolate because it adds maybe fifty calories to my diet, but my husband, knowing that is what makes it decadent to me, talked me out of that.  So, I haven't given it up yet. 

 I was really hungry in the night, and I couldn't stop thinking about the pizza.  I was sure we had plenty left, and I wanted another piece.  It did wait until morning, though, and then, an hour or so later when I had my eggs and oatmeal, I felt very full.  I told myself it was okay.

 Today, my family had leftover cake for their gospel study snack.  They also finished off the leftover pizza.  I decided I needed something for lunch, and nothing was readily available, except for my daughter's oatmeal that she had not gotten up to eat, so I had that.  I was still hungry.  I let my husband make me a sugar-free pudding, but I felt too full again after eating it and I wish I had not.  I snacked on cherries. I completely forgot we had leftover salad.  That should have been my lunch.  Dinner was a pasta salad with whole wheat pasta.  My family has just about finished off the cake, thank goodness.

 I did my abs, even though my knee hurt. I wrapped it partway through.  I hope this portends nothing, because I crave a huge workout in the morning.

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